goodbye cruel world

for you have made me shed my tears
i shall break your back
for you have stabbed me in the back
i will pierce your heart
for you have broken my heart
i will shatter your spirit
for you have befouled my spirit
i shall torch your entire being

beware
beware
beware

for i shall raise my dragon head

unexisting

the former president of korea committed suicide this weekend
such foolishness
such boldness

i cannot even muster the effort to end my own life
instead

i often wish, especially now, that i could un-exist

as in become unborn... rewind back into the womb then, cease to exist. or rather, return to the state of uncreated, never having been brought into this world in the first place.